We are born into the world innocent butt naked were blessed if we get a great set of parents and grow up carnal seeking tangible things in life. Being dealt a hand a measure of faith we develop expectations only to be met with a life uniquely designed for us by GOD aligned with a bigger plan in mind often unprepared we make great plans.
Momma seemed to understand set me on the right path during adolescence a cakewalk, puberty I woke up misunderstood. Being the only girl, struggling to fit in outside their world.
So I grow, scared at times but learning how to communicate one word, then a thought, until I can stand alone with adulthood issues to problem solve without Mommas help.
Given the values of a Queen to run any “Kingdome”, coached by many mentors who taught the laws of the sacred Golden rules attended Sunday school; participated in Tom Thumb weddings being prepared to become a wife to fear and love the Lord seeing me as “The Bride” walking hand hand down the aisle. Disillusioned about the facts of life.I Misunderstood..
Barbe & Ken dolls, Doo Wop songs, Temptations, Ojays, Luther, and the like, Main Ingredient kept me Spinning around with high expectations compromised more than once. A hard head often produces a soft ass.
Surviving the humiliations I become more humble
With my head held high, seeking my guidance prayfully hands up headed east ~ way pass Jupiter for the only One who truly does get me designed me special and knows my thoughts, truly loves me exactly as I am.
“I Understand,” I heard Smokie Norful ministering from the radio singing that song all at once my innerman can feel the song, it seemed to help me refocus my perspective of how I see myself and by others;
Who may never understand who you really are people can sometimes become impatient when your life changes or begins evolving onward towards a magnificient journey that God has laid out just for you to follow;without any explanation given.
Asking God Why but why must we struggle for answers when rarely do we understand.
We end up growing in truth and love learning along the way how to serve our fellow Man in one-way shape or form.
We continue making plans still not realizing we have no control over the planned outcome...Whether life feels like it's routine somewhat self righteous with little or no major ups and downs.
Give Him all Honour, and honour those teachers that trained you in having faith, but you remember first the One who never sleeps nor slumbers GOD never misunderstands, in his word he Proclaims, I AM God the only one who changes not, day in and day out. I call on and rely on Him Jehovah Jireh my Provider, Jehovah Nissi my banner, and El Shaddai Almighty GOD, the strength giver..
To be persecuted by the world when it doesn’t matter if I’m minding my own business or just standing firm when controversy twists and distorts the direction of life that causes fingers to point, loud whispers, or even the laughs. For I can’t satisfy my own soul, my plight is solo but no man can make it all alone. Some days I can't fathom why God moves in his ways I end the day in prayer going through the mine fields each day achieving the Victory seems astounding when down on my knees I say “Thank You Lord Yeah tho I walk through the valley of the Shadow of death I shall fear no evil”! Life may get hard sometimes throughout the day but it's fair!
That what don’t kill you sometimes hard as it seem can make you strong. Don’t be like Lot’s wife learn from her example which symbolic, Old Testament “she turned into a pilar of salt, New Testament describes it as being sifted as wheat”
Let go of resentments, Don't Look Back and be destroyed by fear of change, remorse, and guilt!
"When people leave you or forsaken you let them go." Bishop T. D. Jakes. In the book, Acts of Faith remember what Iyanla proclaimed that your purpose, my purpose and other people’s purpose are but for, “A reason, a season, or a lifetime.
Walk on, through the wind, walk on thru the rain; Cry out to Him sing the songs Precious Lord to please take my hand.
In time all things do pass away. And forgive yourself for letting go don’t hold on because moving forward is part of God’s bigger plan. He knows the prequel to the sequel better than you or I even the part about how much you are uniquely a blessing to others and often…Misunderstood!